I’ve had a bad couple days just for some odd reason. My emotions have been over the top of that being said I was getting sick and tired of the New Year’s and Christmas. It sounds like I’m a Scrooge but really I’m not a Scrooge. I’m just trying to go on with my life by the time the 31st comes I don’t really care too much about The holidays nor do I care too much about the snow that being said it was not a very good couple of days for me I’ve been getting very angry and getting my panties in a twist. If you know what I mean because of the situations that were the case One was, I was not being patient enough. The other was because I was not going to go out when I wanted to go out there being said, I was gonna accuse someone of being sexist! And that was just for the front of it because I was just angry at the time but I didn’t know why I was angry until someone said. I think you know why you’re angry and I know why too and I said well it’s pretty r*tarded that people practice sexism! that accusation obviously was unfounded. I don’t know accuse the actual person prove that to their face because I knew that would be an attack to them, but I did not say very much. That was the latest because it was just in the ass annoying experience being said, I was not very happy about the idea not going to a certain store when I wanted to go I was one and when I was impatient it involve another store. It wouldn’t open clearly in time for me to get a response on Facebook and I was acting like a complete and outer shit head! so this hasn’t been the best week or five days at least since the ball drop it hasn’t and it kinda doesn’t exactly help that there was and I don’t blame the current events for my mood, but I guess I detected something was one the attack happening in New Orleans these things affect my mood because of my psychic abilities. I say I’m more psychic and empathic than anything else that being said one of these tragedies happen for no reason and they happen they affect my mood whether I see them coming or not. That being said I don’t see them coming. The same thing happened to me a month before and a month after 911 where I was completely at a little shit! That being said, my mom was very worried about me on August and October 2001 that was 24 years ago 24 years now same damn thing I made a lot of anxious people because of some stores not being open but really something was pulling the strings I don’t know why but these certain events are not very good for my society and they end up ruining more than a few days that being said, I could not imagine being one of the victims or their family and what kind of crap they have to go through because of this giblet head! I don’t like using a current event as my excuse, but it was affecting my mood because there was more than one person involved or affect that being said I can feel it even though I was in New Orleans. It was still affecting me up in Canada. That is the only thing I can think of because the same damn thing happened 24 years ago on September I was a complete little rack my self. I was not myself!
You when I act out of order because of whatever this is usually a sign that something is not right in the world something had happened close to where I live whether be in the states or Canada I can tell you that when the parliament buildings were attacked by one other giblet how do you imagine that I was going through Emotional strife at that time as well and it was kind of hard for me to cope at the time and then damn this incident happened and where he you can imagine what he did that being said I was not a very happy camper for a long while! It is as if these incidents not my behavior, but these influence psychically have an ability to affect my ability to concentrate and be rational, almost as if there’s something that’s tugging at my brain and my heart strings for the victims but then again I don’t know how to explain it or anything like that. It’s kind of unusual, but I heard of many people acting unusual before. The September 11 on 2001! That being said, it was kind of unusual, but those people were spiritually gifted. I don’t even wanna get into this, but that’s basically what it was and I was no different from the people who said they were acting irrational at that time before or after!
Moving forward, the day is doing a lot better, but as I said, I’m still a little peeved about God knows what is going on in my head at this time. I’m still a little peeved still out of character and it’s gonna take a while for that to change. I have to do something to fast forward that so I ended up taking sound baths! Basically a sound bath is where they do random sounds to help you heal mental or Spiritually is kind of like Microdosing, but without the goddamn drugs that are being said, it’s a lot better it with sound instead of drugs you still have to hallucinate! And here is what I saw during my second sound bath!
When I put on the sound bath that was from YouTube, I ended up immediately finding that every time the guy rang the bell. I knew he was ringing a bell that there was a bright star that would flicker really bright white light and then the next thing you know, I would almost be blind and by the damn thing! Also, there was a lot of blotches of color, particularly white, yellow, orange, purple, and blues that being said soon enough, these things started to become eyes that were blinking whenever I “blinked” and that was kind of unusual as well cause I’ve never been surrounded by a bunch of eyeballs or eyes and a particular dream or in this case of sound hallucination that’s what sound baths do is that they cause these visions anyways so that being said, I ended up finding out that not only were these eyes staring at me, but then I saw one guy turned to his right laughing, turning into the laughing that he was crying because he saw horrible people who were probably in the hellfire that being said on the left, and on the right, he was seeing the good people who were in paradise. That being said, I also found myself being short to space like my body was being beamed out of my body and going into space.
Like I was being projected in a space that being said that was one thing the other thing I had seen, and this was a big thing was I was orbiting a star by soul and body and mine altogether or orbiting the star. It was not our son it was a star. It had one planet on it. I don’t know what the name of that exoplanet was, but all I know was that I saw the star that I was ordering along with this planet that was also orbiting the star it was kind of unusual. I don’t know how to explain it to be honest with you!
And then I saw something that was unusual. I was going around this planet as I mentioned in the above paragraph and found that I was being plucked from the orbit and then I saw what looked like an old man with a booming voice that big said also my nose was itchy during this whole sound bath vision! anyways old man he look like a friendlier person like Santa Claus but he was in robes and stuff. He was a very nice guy. I don’t know what that was about. Was that a supernatural Anthony I didn’t know but anyways you’re gonna think I’m a fucking nut case and then I’m off my rocker! But I am not I’m just simply in a world that sound created. It was kind of unusual and then I saw just plain white light like as if it was white out conditions if you ever driven in winter, you know what that’s like!
Then I saw the creator of the universe. You’re probably gonna think I’m fucking nuts again. But this was a white giant entity that did not have a face so I cannot draw this particular even if I did some religions one thing I blasphemed for drawing this entity it’s kind of unusual that I saw this entity. It was kind of unusual that this was the creator of the universe. If you must say oh whatever you must call it it was kind of unusual. He didn’t say very much he was a quiet fellow, but it was unusual nonetheless and then I was back to ordering this damn star yet again and I also saw the sun up close why did I see the sun up close? I don’t know what I’ll be figuring that one out one day!
It was a real cosmic adventure. The last time I did go to a sound Bath in person everything was green tone in my “hallucination!” That being said that there for me, but this baffles me every time now that I think about it last night sound bath! This time I did not hear or see green at least that was the small mercy of that because green is not my favourite color. Why did I see that colour in my first sound bath was because first of my healer, I am being healed, also I believe in security! That’s why I saw a green in my first sound bath, but the sound bath was very unusual. I must tell you!
This might sound like I am going insane but I am not……try a sound bath and see what comes up!
