I gained 7 or so pounds since the last weigh in.
Would wlyou lime to know how do that . ..... well you eat and then you do a little exercise to help gain the weight. The last time I was weighed and this annoys me is that I go up and down like a yo-yo. It is aggravating but I think I have the ability to keep going up instead of up and down. That is for my moods and even at that it is assigning to know and to deal with the up and down moods even more so weight.
I swear to fucking good that I eat at least three times a day which is good. That being I put food in mouth before I put on make up......its a philosophy I had since age 13. That being said when i was 13 right on fucking April fools day.... some little shit, some how got ahold of an autopsy tape of a dead anorexic woman and manages to to all the girls in my school to watch this shit show. You can almost guess first there was no non binary at that time so I could not escape watch this......second, everyone was in need of counseling after that. I still don't know if he was trying to do homework, pull a evil prank or both. But turned into a very evil prank on us girls. It wad fucking screwed up. So I made the promise to eat at least 3 times a day. Though at the time my doctor was hating me and pegged me as a bulimic and anorexic when I was not. That being said I hate my doctor now because she pulled this same shit on me when I was 28 to 30 years of age. As you can tell I think doctors can get jealous and racist over Asian metabolism which is kind of effed up.
That being said. I gate my doctor now as well because of this. And then there was this ridiculousness of my 2 loved ear a d she wanted to get my ass into plastic surgery as you can tell I told her that my ears were going to go pierced and that an ass was going to get kicked.
Moral of the story small people can fuck up shit real bad and you should not knock someone appearance.......
She was really insistent and I was insisting on kicking her ass to next or two next Fridays. You can imagine this that Santa If real ..... would have given me a batch of coal for that. But come what happened to not ruining your flesh......I think that plastic surgery is defiling flesh if not use for near fatal reasons. Living plastic surgery good ... . Elective I think is destroying your body and mental health. It is that fucking simple. Avoid plastic surgery if possible and I think that a slip ear lobe was not warranting that... this us the reason why I keep wanting to kick my doctors ass for this is assigning to deal with. A blue day does not mean eating disorder and certainly a split earlobe will not fucking kill you. I should know as I still proudly wear my earlobes one one the right; split in two on the left. It makes me more alive and more alive looking that let's sat perfectly normal.....the only people who usually conform to normal is usually serial killers, which I want nothing to do withbas far as behavior is concerned. They are assholes. Pure and simple......assholes.
Sorry for the negative but bit I will be working on the startrek album soon enough tonight as I enjoy using the hand pan. I found that thing mote than just fun......it's like mea unique D.O.B (daughter of a bitch) that is why I love those instruments. It was a year ago to tomorrow where my worker and I went to try and order a handpan no I have one. It was all what I expected in these instruments. I still cannot believe that my hand pan materialize in front of me at the Christmas party. I will not for hot that because I did not see it coming. Than the magic 8 ball at the day of Christmas...... strange. Another item I was haunting Amazon about for a long time. But true but strange at the same time!!!!!!!
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