December 25, 2024 p.m.

Today was Christmas. I hope you had a merry Christmas as I was at my friends place for Christmas!  It was very interesting to spend time with my friend and her family. I know that sounds intrusive, but they allowed me to come in every Christmas since my brother was an asshole and so was my other relatives! That being I ended get some unique gifts that I never thought I would get or be reunited with in this case it was the magic 8 ball! Know you know you ask it a question and you flip it over and see the blue triangle with the smart remark tell you the answer!  I was a classic to me as I was a big fan of the magic eight ball when I was 8 - 14 years old!   When I saw it 8n my pile of presents I darted to that!   But it still needs to feel my energy before it can give me an answer!   It’s was like that before when I got my first one!  That being said it was one , the other was  wreck this journal which is a book where you wreck  it but I draw in it!  I had another one that I draw in and found my water molecule tattoo in it!  That being said g said it is something will be creative and take your frustrations out but instead I decided to make it an art book like a sketchbook as you can see. I’ve done some sketches one is over a sunflower with a; where I end up growing the big difference little dipper that will be my tattoo for my father!as you can guess, and then, for the other one, I drew the magic eight ball that being said that it would be another tattoo that I might think about in the near future near future being in the fall they are being said I found this very interesting and it was interesting to see the book and draw all over it again. I didn’t draw all over the whole thing, but those two pages that is she there !    Also, I got a deck of palm reading cards as well as hair dye makeup and other stuff that was interesting. I found this was very interesting for me to find or did it find me one person tell me that you don’t find things they find you!   And I also found in my pile of presents some gold bracelets that are very unique. I’ve never seen them before in my life. I should show you some of them, but anyways, well I am showing the artwork instead!

Also, I was able to enjoy a nice breakfast and I was able to enjoy myself except I was sitting on the floor that caused my back to hurt a little bit but other than that I was able to enjoy a nice warm blanket that I still have for this moment And I enjoy a lot of things there like the fun atmosphere and stuff. It was very fun to be there I also played my hand pan drum in my friends house playing a tune that I was thinking about playing that being said I found that to be a lot of fun. I’ve been after the hand pants since I got it a few days ago and I haven’t really let go of it since because it’s been very interesting to have one it just slapping it or tapping and I flick it to make that nice sound that everyone wants to hear because my flicking is a lot more interesting sounding than a slap or a tap that being said, they also say that it sounded like something from a Buddhist temple, even though I’m not of any organized religion I am more shaman than anything else. That being said, I found that I was able to be interested in yesterday. I was told that I should do a YouTube channel about my ancestral spirituality, which will be obviously strongman ism and stuff with crystals and stuff. It was very interesting. I found this to be interesting, but I did not like my ancestors today because I got some hair dye thought it would stick…….. and wouldn’t you know the damn stuff to the stack worth the crap because of my hair colour being so dark doesn’t even show in the light it drives me insane having this mongoloid hair that’s what that colour is. That genetic group of Asians are called Mongoloids and I have the real deal here. It drives me insane to be honest with you to have this hair. It’s thick it’s cause it’s dark. You can’t do very much about it except keep it short and keep it as late as possible. If you can it’s kind of aggravating to be honest with you that I could not use the hair dye properly because of that damn hair colour of mine! 

 That aside I found that I was also a big fan of American football. I may have seen this last time when I was there a couple of times anyways I also heard of American football on King of the Hill. Something that I enjoy watching from time to time, but I didn’t think I would actually be glued to the TV today watching the big game. It was kind of interesting to see that I was actually interested in watching sports! That being said, I wish I had some time this morning to tell you what I was up to, but I didn’t have enough time to do that. That being said I have been very busy and I’ve been stuffing my face like crazy because it’s well Christmas Day until I got home and I was serve some western fair., Not my favourite cup of tea, so I took some potatoes, a grilled cheese and a bun and scarf that down and it wasn’t that bad actually! As for my music, I’m getting Lauren Orie on YouTube for my guitar playing as well as as I’m getting some attention for my hand pan that I got a few days ago. That’s kind of interesting to be honest with you. I still remember pulling out that hand pan out of its case and I was like this can’t be happening!

Kind of like when I saw the magic 8 ball and an Amazon card!  You can imagine that I took advantage of of the Amazon gift card as usual and that I spend it in 10 seconds!  Ordered some goth stuff and septum stacking rings and more goth stuff!  But my favourite moments was as usual playing my instruments!   I still can not believe I got a hand pan two days ago!