I had a very strange dream about another solar eclipse that being said I don’t know what triggered this dream, it seemed so real that I could not believe my eyes! I did was where I live, that is only the business of Amazon dot com because I don’t give where I live to every and any one! But this I can say that it was not a good omen! But I don’t know what that dream meant in the first place! It was very strange to be honest all I remember was that I was on an airplane and saw the pink sky and then saw the total eclipse and it was during solar maximum. I will never know what that dream really meant until the day I pass that being said I want to still understand why the dream! There were goblins and what have you in the dream! I am very prone to this vivid and strange (and sometimes disturbing) dreams! I know what the everything ment in the dream for the simple fact that this not something that I am am on evenground about!
Usually have a good day like yesterday usually, I end up having dreams that are a little off colour and a little strange to begin with. I wish I just knew what the dream was about all I know was that entry I made I went to sleep and then was obviously in a death like state! And I fucking woke up too late that I could not really have a proper breakfast! This pisses me off because I like to eat. That being said I am a creature of habit call it ocd and what have you but I like to be full in the morning! Until lunch that is! I was hopping to be enjoying this day but that fucking dream I must through me off my game! I hate that with a passion! For I as I said I am creature of habit! But this I can say about the offending dream was that I did not feel unsafe for any which reason….. usually, when I have very disturbing or vivid dreams, they usually make me feel unsafe, but in this case, this did not make me feel like in any danger! Which was good……it. Just have been just a random dream that left an impression on me! It felt strange to see the solar eclipse in my dream! That being said I have been seeing everything in pink since that first dream with the scythe! Why pink even though I saw the reason it is still baffling!
As I said I usually sleep or see the green tones but in this case it is now pink!
The one thing thing I must say I hate with a passion is the fact that my palms are really itchy both of them! I know that money will be coming to me! Which I don’t like is money…..the simple fact that this is my code of honour! I follow a strict code of honour that the yakuza used to follow at one point until the advent of the damn money! That being said I try to get rid of the stuff as quickly as possible or I hored it until I can get rid of the money! I have been following this code since I was 14, years old……let’s say that it was the thing that would straighten out my behavioural problems as a kid! So I oh some dues to this code of honour that that kind of thank you! I was not the best kid when I was fourteen years old because of the fact that i was being bullied relentlessly but staff and students of the shit school! And I developed anger problems because of it……but it isn’t as bad now as it was then because of the fact that I am working on my self! To be honest the eighth grade nearly broke me but I was able to build my self up to a high standard than my fucking tormentors! Last just say that I for give and let karma sort them out! And that is just what is happening to them I don’t know but the fell In the wrong crowd or made big mistakes in there life that made the look worse they were at 14! That being said my past isn’t total shit as I remember one girl who was nice to me and I meet her while grocery shopping shopping on time and it made feel good about life!
This being said I was able to move on from that after after I was able to forgive! I am not a big organized religion for many reasons but I believe that even as someone who practices shamanism I still think that forgiveness is an important thing in your journey! I know it was for me! Really it depends on the person! I don’t want to force forgiveness down people’s throats but that being said it is kinda of important to forgive and let go!
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