Thursday, December 26, 2024

December 26, 2024 pm

 So I was looking at famous guitarists to be my role model!  What better place to do that than that on on the internet!    That being said said!  I picked Neil young for the simple fact that he doesn’t fold/indie/ rock and that fact that he is from where my passport says!    Canada!   I am found of some Canadian musician especially  folky singer and guitarists!   You will not see me with an electric guitar!   Just those two words are enough to warrant PTSD,  sometimes  it sounds good some time depends on the person cannot sound better then a cat with Covid while being drowned!  That being, you think something against electric guitars but I am not I like them with the right hand!  They are similar to the no fly list, some people end up on th snot to listen list!  It really depends on my mood and the guitarist!  I personally like the acoustic…..it is easier on the ears!  But anyway I loom3d up Neil young!   I found that he was a scream writer…..that being said I found that lit a fire under my ass too!  For the simple fact I took drama classes in high school and then would have to write a script (play) for a while this was something that I was wanting to do since high school!  The fact that Canadians are able to do this….. I want to do it too!    And for the coincidence that my boyfriend and the Christmas party gave me a note book with Arabic followers!  That being, I know how to use this book after seeing Neil’s online biography…..screen writing!  

That being said I have now three note books  one  for songs and another for whatever and and this one for screen writing!   I also wanted to be similar to Quentin Tarantino/ Shakespeare:  those are some shoes to fill!   That being said. I was hoping to write a screen play on goth (sub)culture and who beautiful it is and that it is not an evil presence to be around!   That being said …..if you see me with my make up….. I am full on goth!  That was one thing that i ordered yesterday was black lipstick!  I had black lipstick before and used it until it was gone….. damn.  But that was my intro to goth…..not just the nice music (and I really do mean nice music)!  That being said my sound is goth/folk and new age(world)- that being the hand pan!  But the screenplay will be about how golf people are goth kids, and whatever age group these Goths will be in or not as evil as you would think instead this is just people trying to get on with her day like you and I!   I find find that people have been calling people in goth schizophrenic/ or dark triad! 



This is what dark triad is:



The Dark Triad is a psychological concept that refers to three personality traits that are often associated with negative and harmful behavior. These traits are:


1. Machiavellianism: characterized by manipulation, exploitation, and a lack of empathy.


1. Narcissism: marked by grandiosity, self-importance, and a need for admiration.


2. Psychopathy: defined by impulsivity, aggression, and a lack of remorse or empathy.


People who exhibit these traits tend to prioritize their own interests and desires over the well-being of others.




And the thing with goth people were are good, empathic and compassionate humans trying to go about the day!   Very rarely to people who were “funny” hair, makeup and clothing are evil!  That being said I have been goth not old school but still goth for most of my teenage and adult years and will continue to do so until I am old and dead!  That being, most goths are law abiding people …..and then there are rare cases where people who do evil things and yet call the selves goth ….. thoses assholes get more attention then the good goths; which is fucking said to be honest!   My screen play will be about light triad goth people….the more common of the goths I find and that the were misunderstood and but have good intentions in the actions!  That being said someone had to step up sooner or later on goths and therir rights to free speech and expression!    That being said I wanted because of Neil young (a non goth musician and screen writer….) this lit someone thing under my ass…..which I needed in the first place!  I will be posting it on my Wattpad.  So you can read it!    I guess  every thing happens for a reason!  I am goth, and I don’t like what other people think about goths when they are mostly fine people!

This screen play will be about not judging a book buy it’s cover!   

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