And so this person complains to
My video about how they hate
Mentally Ill people
I was floored as I saw my
Soul poor out of me
I was amusing my self with
Music
Actual music but then comment
Remains
Causing me to think am I
The only one with a brain
Lord only knows what crap the listen
To
When I fell asleep last night, I did not think about having a psychedelic dream. All I know is there was love, blues, oranges, and yellows in the dream that being says look like it was a Nighttime scene. I don’t know what the idea of this stream was! But this I can say was it was strange like I was in some ancient city, I can’t really explain it, but that’s the only way I can say you in the way that would be possible to understand and felt like I was in like very ancient city and I was like why am I here? what am I doing here you get the draft that who wears in house and stuff it was kind of unusual that I was in the stream to begin with a dream that I will never understand for the matter of me that being said, I am enjoying my new nose rings. They hurt a little bit at first with hurt afterwards it’s kind of interesting how I don’t have a pain tolerance hence one thing I’m a strong little bugger, hence the name, flea, and the fact that I can’t feel very much pain physically zombie you get to drift there that that’s my stage name so that being said, I’ve always been a small one. I remember Watching Bailey Sarian episode on YouTube!
That being the show was about her doing makeup while she talks about true crime you can imagine where this is gonna go. There was a a human that Was having a similar history than I had in school the small run tea, little frail kid you could imagine where this was gonna go where the kid was being bullied and retreated to world of books, but I love being raised properly and I learned how to be creative when I was being bullied and learned the value of reading through my parents stuff like that and read good wholesome stuff this one issei sagawa was not as Wholesome, let’s put it that way instead he was a real shit box, who was a cannibal and he was starting to get famous after he killed the girl named Renée and you can imagine what he did that being said I’m not gonna get in a great much detail, but he ended up getting very famous for his stupidity. Let’s put it that way, I found this unfair that he would be famous. I’m not comparing myself to a cockroach but in some ways yes we had some things Conman I was afraid short little runty kid, but I was strong. He wasn’t not as strong and strength, but strong and morals as well where he wasn’t you can imagine that is easy to get lost infection and not differentiate between fiction and non-fiction I always have that ability to say well my life is nonfiction and what I’m reading is probably fiction……… Therefore, I do not retreat into a fantasy world at all because I don’t believe and doing that especially when you’re bullied that’s where trouble will get to play and as I said, the devils play thing is always an Idle brain that being idle brain will get you in more shit than anything else that’s why I keep myself busy not saying that I would be an evil person, but everyone has a potential to be stupid!
Anyways, so I was watching this episode. I actually was getting ideas for make up luckily at the time I was supposed to be receiving some make up particularly black lipstick. I like black lipstick I’m a little bit of a goth, but I like to learn what she does with her eye make up and then take a spin on it on my own Stuff like that I don’t use foundation as I am who I am. I like my acne scars and my imperfections, my dings scratches and dents! That being said do I really enjoy doing make up? Yes I do but I also enjoy watching the person daily talk about these giblet heads and I can learn more about the human nature both the good and ugly said of it!
As I said, I don’t always remember what the dream that I had that started this blog I don’t remember really very much about this dream except for the colours and maybe winding streets that being said I don’t know what to say about it. It looked like the city of Petra or something. I do not understand I’d rather not understand what this is about as you can tell. I’ve had some past life or reincarnation flashbacks. Maybe this is one of them, but I don’t know……it is possible! That is all I have to say!!!
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